Sunday, October 12, 2014

How to Talk to Your Children About Hard Things- What I Have Learned..


The Aftermath, Joy amidst sorrow

 

After months of waiting, she is finally here. The beautiful little bundle of pink bliss I carried for 9 months is now in my arms and she is wonderful. Pregnancy has a way of seeming like one long drawn out party. Everyone is excited for you, admittedly you may get little spoiled and so many want to know about what is going on in that little party in your tummy. Sure there are times of discomfort, even sickness. Yet it passes and you do not care, because enduring this means a little life is coming.

Then birth happens, and the hectic blur of the aftermath; happy tears, family visits, introducing baby to her siblings, doctor and nurse check ins and monitoring, and then at night when the world is fast asleep, you finally have a moment alone with this little person you love so much and have dreamed of for the past year. She is here, she is beautiful. Life seems perfect.

Wait, what seems different about her? Why is her right eye not opening? Her left eye is, and no doctors it is not because she is tired or swollen from birth. I have had children, I know what newborns are like. And nursing is not catching on, she seems confused or distressed. The nurse and lactation consultant keep reassuring me that eventually my little baby will catch on but a premonition in my mother heart knows something is different about this child.

Well mother’s intuition is real, and a week later I find myself in a pediatric ophthalmologist’s hearing words like microthalmia, blindness, possible implant, neuro, loss of function. Not the joyful news we wanted to celebrate. Then six weeks later in the midst of the Christmas season, seizures begin, ER, children’s hospital, new dreaded diagnosis, lots of tears, and praying for acceptance. All of this seems like a bad dream, and somehow we try and look for the sunlight amidst weeks and weeks of rain.

A new life is here, not just a new baby girl, but a new life of doctor’s appointments, every specialist under the sun, medications, seizures, more seizures, missed milestones, not to mention taking care of my other children and trying to explain why our world has been turned upside down. Everything seems ruined but at the same time this little girl is so sweet and wonderful that everything seems more special. It is a hard, difficult time but among this stress there are also glimmers of hope. This special child had changed everything, and we all have to adapt.

As a mother, you feel like time is whisking by, you hardly have time to recover from pregnancy and delivery (a C section at that). And in all of this stress and focus on your youngest, you still have the bright eyed big sisters you have to explain this all. That I have to explain this all too. And it is hard.

How do you talk to your children, especially young children, when the trials of life come up? None of us go unchastised, we all have difficult tribulations that come in many forms, and we all have to find a way to deal with them without confusing our children or instilling fear. How do we talk to them, and still maintain their childhood innocence and sense of security? As a mother of three girls, and one a special needs child with life threatening diagnosis, this is what I have learned.

One, be honest. In a world where adults shoo real feelings and conversations under the table, keep it real. Your children trust you, look up to you, and times like these find it scary or uncertain. Of course you do not need to give them every grown up detail, but it is ok to let them know that things are not perfect right now, and that it may be hard but we are hopeful. I have always shared with my girls the truth, in an age appropriate way. They need to know that our family can withstand some trials, and that we are all in this together, happy or sad.

Two, show them love and security. When life’s trials hit us all and they will, we need to make sure the little ones in our charge know that they are still loved, even when the hardships are not about them. It is so easy for us to have tunnel vision and focus on the loved one needing the support right now, that we may unknowingly neglect the siblings on the sidelines. No matter how exhausting those early days of epilepsy and exhaustion were, I made myself take time to spend a few “unmedical” moments throughout my day with my older two. They needed that mommy time and our children all need a sense of normalcy when family life just isn’t.

Three, don’t be afraid to let them see you cry. Mommy is a person, with feelings, with limits, and a maturity is born when we let our children inside our shell, into our hearts. Obviously I am not suggesting we traumatize or kids, but it is ok to let them see that we are grieving, we are sad. We are human, have emotions, and need to release them. Make sure your kids see happy and sad tears. I know they are in there.

And four, maintain joy. We all will have times where our limits our maxed out, where it seems like the sun will never shine again, and our hearts just cannot take any more beating. But life has a way of working out, even when sad times happen. We can look back and know that we are greater, better for what we have gone through. We mothers have pretty good track records for getting through bad days. It is vital that we make sure to still celebrate life, have fun, and do normal things with our children. It would be unfair to them otherwise and going through the motions of typical family life has a way of healing, helping us deal with hard things. In the five years as my little Brooke’s mom, we have had so many fun happy family memories. We sneak them in during doctor’s appointments and hospital stays, but more importantly WE DO IT. And you know what, my broken heart from those early newborn days is healed. Together, along with my children and husband, we have overcome the aftermath and now we are stronger together.
 
 

Friends, fellow moms, we can talk to our children about life’s sorrows. We can find a way to relate to them, show them we are human, and teach them how to deal with sadness. Thankfully, the storms do pass, or we adapt to the turbulent times, and we can still have a happy life and childhood for all of our children. It is possible, I know it and I am thankful my girls are learning a little maturity along the way.

 -          Brit

 

 

  

18 comments:

  1. Very insightful post. Some things are so tough to discuss with your kids, especially if deep down you don't feel sure of how to deal with those things either.

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    1. I agree! Sometimes all you can go is hold tight to those you love. Thanks for reading!

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  2. Wow what a beautifully written, emotionally filled, powerful post. Thanks for sharing your story.

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  3. I have nothing to add to this conversation whatsoever - I don't even know what I would do when it came to talking about things like this with little ones. I don't envy you, but I really admire your positivity and your attitude. Your children will remember that way more than they remember anything you said.

    Prayers for your family while you balance all this. And a hug.

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  4. What a beautiful post. I think your point on allowing your children to see you cry is a really good one. It's natural to want children to only see smiles but it is so important for them to know that it's okay to cry too and to express how they feel. I think by doing so you are allowing them to feel safe in expressing their own emotions. This is my first time on this site but I am now going to spend some time reading more on brookiethebrave.

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  5. Such a beautiful and insightful post. Your little ones are beautiful by the way and look so happy so I think you're doing a wonderful job as a mother. It can be so hard trying to discuss with children the harsh realities of life and you feel like this time in their lives should be full of only joy and wonder. Also, it can be hard when you don't even know what to make of situations yourself, it can be hard to find the right words to express how things are or how you feel yourself, never mind trying to guide your children too x

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  6. I understand that the trials of having a special needs child are hard on the entire family, including het child's siblings. You are right that you must not forget to support them.

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  7. What a beautiful post... thank you so much for sharing your story. Your 3 girls are absolutely precious!

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  8. Great info for when I have kids! Thanks for sharing :)

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  9. I think that children are more resilient than we expect, sometimes. I agree with you about just being straight-forward and honest about what's going on. It'll definitely continue their trust in you, instead of finding out the truth down the road if you try to sugar coat things for them.

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  10. this is so powerful. my heart goes out to you and is swelling with happiness to see the steps you've taken to live in the joy and teach your sweet girls about it! xx

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  11. Wow, a very thoughtful post. Thank you for sharing!

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  12. This is such a great post and you are a fantastic mom! Those 3 gorgeous girls are so lucky to have you as a mom and to look up to you. Stay positive and everything will work out :)

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  13. Beautiful picture of your girlies. They are all beautiful and so lucky to have such a caring and supportive mum. It looks like your two older ones are extremely proud of their younger sister and love her unconditionally.

    Katie <3

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  14. Great post! I can't imagine explaining things to a small child, while going through all these changes your self. Moms are amazing.

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  15. Hello! I found this post at Different Dream and just wanted to stop by and get to know you better. I felt much the same way as you did when our daughter was diagnosed with a brain tumor 14 years ago. I wish I could have read this post way back then! It would have been so helpful. I'm sure it will be for others going through such difficult experiences now too! i'd be honored if you'd consider linking up with us.each week at my Special Needs and/or Homeschooling Blog linkUp. You can link up any time from Fridays at 5:00 am until Mondays at 1:00 am. Hope to see you next week! http://faithfulmomof9.com

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    1. Thank you so much Sylvia! I appreciate the kind words and support:). I will link up after the holidays:). Thank u!

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